Should Be Sleeping
It’s late, and I should be asleep. But I am not, and my brain stubbornly refuses to shut down so that I can doze off.
So I climb out of bed with a sigh (for my own benefit, since no one is around to hear it). I walk into the living room, and through the slats of the venetian blinds, I see more light than is usual for one in the morning.
I open the door and am greeted by a scene painted mostly with darker colors — midnight blue, navy blue, black. When I think of beautiful scenery, black and nearly-black aren’t often in the landscapes I picture. But this one is … well, stunning.
Framing the scene is a pair of trees that, from daytime observation, I know are the standard brown and green. But in the absence of sunlight, they have darkened to jet black cutouts of their daytime selves. Between them I can see the deep blue sky, pierced by one spot of nearly pure-white brightness — the moon, bowl-shaped tonight, tipped just a bit toward the south. Below the moon, a long wispy cloud has been slashed into segments by high atmospheric air currents. The resulting cloud pieces resemble nothing so much as wraiths marching single-file from south to north. As I watch, I can even see them moving, shifting shape and form just as in my imagination I suppose wraiths might do in a visitation to this midnight world.
These imaginary wraiths are not of the earth, though, but of the sea, for it is the ocean over which they are marching. The ocean appears much calmer at this distance than i know that it must be. I can hear it, and while I recognize it as the same sound I hear in the daylight when I stand on the shore and watch the waves, it sounds different, somehow, in the darkness — wilder, more mysterious. This perception of mystery and wonder is heightened by the wide reflection resting on the surface of the sea: the moonlight which seems fairly well contained within the sky has spread out over nearly the entire visible width of the water. It shimmers (and while that word may be overused, I believe this is the perfect use of that word. If the motion of light dancing across a moving surface of water is not the original definition of “shimmer” … well then, it should be) and shifts like a reflection divorced from its source, similar to how it might appear were I to stand in front of my bathroom mirror to shave, only to find my reflection is waltzing back and forth across the bathroom.
The foghorn sounds. It is not needed at this moment — any ship’s captain worth his salt could navigate the entrance to the bay easily with the abundant moonlight. But in this climate, in this place, that could change in just a few minutes, and so the foghorn lets out its melancholy cry. It cannot know, of course, that a few hundred yards away, I am listening, snapped out of my reverie by its sound.
Beauty is around us at all hours of the day and night. Just look — even in the darkness, let your pupils dilate and take in all the light that you can. You might be surprised at what you see.
A man celebrated his golden wedding anniversary by eating a 50-year-old tin of chicken.